It's been a year since i updated my last post. Reading back that post made me feel sad. Everything that been bottled up is flowing out through the tears.
It is good to have poker face. I can hide my feeling with happy face even i'm sad, hurt, sick, mad or any kind of feeling.
I know it's better to let it out but my personality cannot do that. And then i ended up hurting and crying alone without realization.
I know i got friends to calm me but i don't want them to worry me. They have their hardship or happiness around them.
Even i'm crying out loud in front of them, it won't change anything. The sadness in my heart won't fade away. I just can say that "I'm fine. Don't worry about me.".
To those who read my post, please think it as my sharing thought. Keep it as a secret. Thank you...
I'm happy...
I'm cried...
I'm fine...
Wednesday, September 21, 2016
Inevitable life...
Posted by Cj at 10:02 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
life...
it's being a while since i wrote my blog.
suddenly had a thought of updating my post.
along this road, experience a lot of event.
happy...
sad...
angry...
stress...
everything that i came over still hunting me back.
uncertainty...
blur...
everything i faced, i kept it inside my heart.
no matter what i say, think or do, it's my decision.
even i'm hurt...
even i'm smile...
even i'm angry...
even i'm tension...
Posted by Cj at 11:38 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
bored in hostel..
thought 2day got class but ended up no class...
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Saturday, September 22, 2012
d angriest time i never hv b4!!
how dare u!!
dare 2 say evrything u wan w/o thinking...
u thought u understand/noe me tat much??
u r totally wrong abt ur own thoughts...
u dnt hv d right 2 judge me in any way!!!
say tat i dnt care abt my own result...
c ur own result 1st!!!
u cross my limitation...
u never challenged me b4...
plus underestimate my ability & effort...
u r ntg compared 2 me!!!
你~~~自不量力!!!
u INSOLENT!!!
u SCUM!!!
u IMBECILE!!!
Posted by Cj at 11:29 AM 0 comments
Thursday, April 12, 2012
1st post in poly...
haha... long time din update my blog.... busy wif my life....
1st step 2 get closer 2 my future....
nw... enjoy my hot oat n biscuit...
as i revise 4 our 2mrw's final 4 our moral edu....
haiz... we thought moral edu dnt hv final....
crazy.... ok la... tat's 4 nw...
my update only till here...
nxt update mayb after final...
bye 4 nw~~
Posted by Cj at 9:43 PM 0 comments
Sunday, December 18, 2011
new place... new life... new xperience...
wow... ord go 2 new place 2 xperience my new life at kch.... at last, my path 2 future is getting bright... but still not confirm yet... hehe..
walao... last few days r vry tired.... woke up early... full schedule.... got rest time but short... wan 2 faint liao... bcoz of those activities, my right leg in pain again... nw ord recover othough it will comes bck again din careful enuf...
how's ur life, guys?? it's being a while since i update... lazy 2 update liao... plus tat time dnt hv my lappy at my side... hehe.... i'm ok at here... but sum matter pissed me off.... stupid.... talking tis matter made me angry again... dnt wan 2 say it anymore... ok... i juz stop here thn... feel annoyed liao... bye...
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Saturday, July 16, 2011
annoyed
damn it... tis is ur own matter... y shud i hv 2 go along wif ur planning??? i juz helping my fren 2 ask tis matter.... u juz pull me deeper n deeper....
Posted by Cj at 11:45 PM 0 comments