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Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Inevitable life...

It's been a year since i updated my last post. Reading back that post made me feel sad. Everything that been bottled up is flowing out through the tears.
It is good to have poker face. I can hide my feeling with happy face even i'm sad, hurt, sick, mad or any kind of feeling.
I know it's better to let it out but my personality cannot do that. And then i ended up hurting and crying alone without realization.
I know i got friends to calm me but i don't want them to worry me. They have their hardship or happiness around them.
Even i'm crying out loud in front of them, it won't change anything. The sadness in my heart won't fade away. I just can say that "I'm fine. Don't worry about me.".
To those who read my post, please think it as my sharing thought. Keep it as a secret. Thank you...

I'm happy...
I'm cried...
I'm fine...



"lingering pain in heart"

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

life...

it's being a while since i wrote my blog.
suddenly had a thought of updating my post.

along this road, experience a lot of event.
happy...
sad...
angry...
stress...

everything that i came over still hunting me back.
uncertainty...
blur...

everything i faced, i kept it inside my heart.
no matter what i say, think or do, it's my decision.
even i'm hurt...
even i'm smile...
even i'm angry...
even i'm tension...







"heart" - it will always remember all the scar that been done everyone...

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

bored in hostel..

thought 2day got class but ended up no class...

suddenly cancel.... whn shud we got proper class since tis week many lecturers r hving courses around sch??
only can say "patience".... haiz... feel like i hv many things 2 say but cnnt spilled it out.... 
forgot ord.... nvm at least i still can keep moving on.... 










"Sometime we need patience in order 
to keep our self moving on"

Saturday, September 22, 2012

d angriest time i never hv b4!!

how dare u!!
dare 2 say evrything u wan w/o thinking...
u thought u understand/noe me tat much??
u r totally wrong abt ur own thoughts...
u dnt hv d right 2 judge me in any way!!!
say tat i dnt care abt my own result...
c ur own result 1st!!!
u cross my limitation...
u never challenged me b4...
plus underestimate my ability & effort...
u r ntg compared 2 me!!!
你~~~自不量力!!!

u INSOLENT!!!
u SCUM!!!
u IMBECILE!!!









"think before you act or speak..."
that's the moral value for today.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

1st post in poly...

haha... long time din update my blog.... busy wif my life....
1st step 2 get closer 2 my future....
nw... enjoy my hot oat n biscuit...
as i revise 4 our 2mrw's final 4 our moral edu....
haiz... we thought moral edu dnt hv final....
crazy.... ok la... tat's 4 nw...
my update only till here...
nxt update mayb after final...
bye 4 nw~~










"Stress maybe is a method to keep our effort ongoing
but at the same time it also will make us lose"

Sunday, December 18, 2011

new place... new life... new xperience...

wow... ord go 2 new place 2 xperience my new life at kch.... at last, my path 2 future is getting bright... but still not confirm yet... hehe..
walao... last few days r vry tired.... woke up early... full schedule.... got rest time but short... wan 2 faint liao... bcoz of those activities, my right leg in pain again... nw ord recover othough it will comes bck again din careful enuf...
how's ur life, guys?? it's being a while since i update... lazy 2 update liao... plus tat time dnt hv my lappy at my side... hehe.... i'm ok at here... but sum matter pissed me off.... stupid.... talking tis matter made me angry again... dnt wan 2 say it anymore... ok... i juz stop here thn... feel annoyed liao... bye...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

annoyed

damn it... tis is ur own matter... y shud i hv 2 go along wif ur planning??? i juz helping my fren 2 ask tis matter.... u juz pull me deeper n deeper....

keeping rubbing salt on my wound!!!
splashing oil on fire....
u never learn ur lesson.... how dare u.... i ord gv u my fren's num... but still order me 2 pass tis msg 2 my fren... u vry SMART lor... vry PRETTY...
juz msg her or call her is enough liao... tis is ur matter!!! my heart being stabbed by ur blade...
U R NOT THINKING MY FEELING...
u still said u got freedom 2 say anything.... u imbecile!!!
juz b grateful 4 wat i told u....







dnt insult me wif tat kind of altitude...
u ord crossed ur line..... think their feeling b4 u act...