stress...

it's being a while i din update my blog... hehe... since last month, my shoulder feels heavy.... so many stress on my shoulder... haih... bsides tat, many thing happens too... it's too complicated breathless n stress.... my health getting bad... my cough n headache come bck again... at nite, i fell asleep vry fast.... is it juz a sign of being tried?? stress?? wat was it?? haih... nxt week gonna exam liao.... arghh... rite nw i only can say is ''i hate schling!!''. hehe... although schling is not a bad thing but sumtime it made me breathless.... tat's remind me abt a song called ''breathless'' by Shayne Ward... haha... i heard tis song frm a drama... vry funny drama.... ok la... gonna log out lor... till nxt time... sayonara....

d moment of truth....

at last...
d fateful day will comes soon... i'm so nervous....
i get it or not???
tis matter is too crucial 2 me....
plz... God...
help me 2 face tis matter...
i nid Ur strength...
i juz nid one more chance...
i dnt wan anything anymore...
juz tis time...
juz tis moment...
juz tis hope...
my future....

continue my journey with stress...

ord 2 weeks after start schling... nw is d time 2 study hard... but in my heart i still waiting 4 spa... keep thinking abt it... haih... nw i oso dnt hv any inspiration 2 write poem... it's being a while i din wrote a poem... hope can write it whn my inspiration comes... i will post my poem in here n u may comment on d poem tat i write... ^^ tat's all 4 2day... till nxt time...

wow...XD

haha.... last nite i had a nice dream.... i dream abt spa... haha... it said "congrats..... u got spa...'' hahaha.... tat's a wonderful dream 4 me... i hope in reality i will get it.... MUST!!! whn i thought bck, i oways dream abt d result b4 cames out... all dream i had really bcame true.... juz a little part of d dream is not true la.... but i'm happy wif everything i got.... although d dream juz a prediction, but it vry crucial 2 me too.... last nite tat dream gv me sum confidence.... i hope d feeling tat i hv frm dream will come true... god bless me.... pray wif my hardest.... AMEN....

on d line of life n death..T.T

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi....
y my life oways like tat???
nid 2 suffer a lot of pain....
bcoz it's 4 our future...
we nid 2 pay our cost...
nw i depend on other ppl...
sumbody..........
plz go 4 other application...
so i can get it...
maktab...
jpa...
matrix...
watever application u get...
i will pay d cost on d nxt life...

bright or dark future???

lucky or unlucky...
nobody noe abt it...

effort...
we can achieve wat we wan...

compulsion...
nth can achieved but only sorrow...

path...
tat must b chosen by ourself no matter how it costs...

Journey-Angela Zhang

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
oh to you